I am kinda not good at socializing and public speaker
but tonight i went to my university alumni alone
there were about 30 unknown people
all stranger to me
i went into toilet and kinda of like preparing myself
i thought there would be a formal panel discussion
but NO panel just people hanging out there and talking to each other holding wine in hand
there was a lady introducing me to a Deutsche Bank working in legal division
we started talking
lucky i had her to blow water
otherwise i didnt know why i went there and did nothing
2016年4月14日 星期四
2016年4月12日 星期二
2016年4月5日 星期二
heartbroken
everyone asked me to leave, not to find until he realized he wants me back
but its very unlikely that he will find me
he wont find me anymore
i can feel he will never go back to me
works distract me alot but i cant concentrate on work because of him too
i cant help crying , tears burst out at night
he never read my text
he should have already forgotten me
he is tired of facing a girl like me
why did you hold my hand at the begining.
you have been dating with lots of girls
why dont you know i am not suitable
why did you approach me and leave me like this
why did i ask if you wanted to go out with me still and you said yet, but after few hours , you texted me that you are not the guy i deserve, why dont you ask me directly. isnt it that i should be the one who told you if you are not suitable to me or not? how can you decide it for me? you are really BIG MAN and never think of someone's feeling
you just made your up mind and tell me ofF
u have no choice to decide it for me!
this is our relationship for both of us
u never talked to me
and you decided to end it
but its very unlikely that he will find me
he wont find me anymore
i can feel he will never go back to me
works distract me alot but i cant concentrate on work because of him too
i cant help crying , tears burst out at night
he never read my text
he should have already forgotten me
he is tired of facing a girl like me
why did you hold my hand at the begining.
you have been dating with lots of girls
why dont you know i am not suitable
why did you approach me and leave me like this
why did i ask if you wanted to go out with me still and you said yet, but after few hours , you texted me that you are not the guy i deserve, why dont you ask me directly. isnt it that i should be the one who told you if you are not suitable to me or not? how can you decide it for me? you are really BIG MAN and never think of someone's feeling
you just made your up mind and tell me ofF
u have no choice to decide it for me!
this is our relationship for both of us
u never talked to me
and you decided to end it
2016年4月3日 星期日
he said he need space to think things
this is what has happened
he said to me he might be a guy that i deserve
work is crazy right now and he is constantly on the road and he is having lots of pressure
he told me he need space and meet later in the week
its a good sign he has been thinking of our relationship that i thought he never
its a bad sign that he might never come back to me
i should think this is a break up - I DO NOT KNOW IF HE STILL COME BACK TO ME AND WANTS ME BACK
how much i want him back? that i have a feeling if it might be faded out so does he.
relationship takes time to develop
major reason is he densest have lot of time for me , the 2nd thing is he is not that into me. the last but not least, he has other girls somewhere else which less likely happen to him.. i still sort of trust him that he want to think things until he know if he want me again
my sixth sense usually works to me NOW.
he probably want to stop this relationship as he has seen it is not working well as he expected
i asked you on friday night if you still want to be with me. you said yes but on the same night, what you told me was shocking. why didnt tell you face to face instead of texting me like this?
when we see other, we are sweet , warm and feeling good.
when we not seeing each other, i will see your true feeling........................................................................
he said to me he might be a guy that i deserve
work is crazy right now and he is constantly on the road and he is having lots of pressure
he told me he need space and meet later in the week
its a good sign he has been thinking of our relationship that i thought he never
its a bad sign that he might never come back to me
i should think this is a break up - I DO NOT KNOW IF HE STILL COME BACK TO ME AND WANTS ME BACK
how much i want him back? that i have a feeling if it might be faded out so does he.
relationship takes time to develop
major reason is he densest have lot of time for me , the 2nd thing is he is not that into me. the last but not least, he has other girls somewhere else which less likely happen to him.. i still sort of trust him that he want to think things until he know if he want me again
my sixth sense usually works to me NOW.
he probably want to stop this relationship as he has seen it is not working well as he expected
i asked you on friday night if you still want to be with me. you said yes but on the same night, what you told me was shocking. why didnt tell you face to face instead of texting me like this?
when we see other, we are sweet , warm and feeling good.
when we not seeing each other, i will see your true feeling........................................................................
2016年3月26日 星期六
for or not forever
i am not afraid of how far we apart from each other
but
i am afraid you do not want to share your feelings with me when you are sitting to me
we wont last foreevvvvvvvvver
but
i am afraid you do not want to share your feelings with me when you are sitting to me
we wont last foreevvvvvvvvver
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