2nd week of the project

he's now in SH again 

i miss him very much but kept away from not texting him for two days already

i wanna make him miss me from his bottom of his heart

let him focus da project 

so we can go out for biking this Easter

few friends of mine think this relationship is so wired, why cant he focus you more and work always seem an excuse to make him not to texting him, taking care of me and neglecting me. i did have such feelings. i do want to learn taking it easy and find a common interest to have more special moments with him . i think this is the best way to make him feel my love! 

i knew they might think my boyfriend is not worth to trust. such a high profile guy how can he be satisfied of being with such a dorky girlfriend (thats he has been calling me.. well i just think i am cute and kind :)) i also thought that my boyfriend has to be with me every moments before i met him.

but i am the one who is in the relationship with him and to be with him 

i trust him when he is being with me, how he reacts to me, how he want to know me

i just know he is a man who always say i love you but will say miss me want me through words

this relationship does bring me lots of tears, laughter, sweetness, worry but i love the moment we are together even we are not spending as much time as other couples just starting their relationship

he may be my "meant to be". if i don't have faith in myself, there is nobody could bring me to see what will happy next in the future as i kick away my "meant to be". who will pity me, right?

i start to believe how many messages you received from a guy means how much he loves you and miss you

i start to be comfortable when he is not around even he fly out for business trip and didn't text me at once. As long as he goes there for work not for play. why should i get anger? things have been changing as well as people. the world is changing. love what and whom i love is the most important. Reason behind of updating me where you are because i just want to know you are safe :) not checking you or following you... ... you know Mr right?

我覺得愛情還是很美好，沒有理由不相信。每個人認為幸福的定義不一樣，對得起自己，相聚時很快樂、幸福就夠了。

i need you :)