he was back to his busy schedule which i knew that he would be on business trip and got conference. me? i was worrying.. not worrying about him. i worried myself. about my health. something wrong but i didn't tell him directly. he texted in the early morning as usual and i answered him like nothing happen.
1st day, 2nd day, 3rd day.. i couldn't help myself thinking of him and finally told him what had happened. he was shocked and said sorry. i was glad that i let him know. i saw doctor and everything was fine. it had been almost a week that we just texted each other. he sometimes shot me photos. love the way he wanted me to know where he was. i was glad and start missing him so much and i knew i finally fell in love with him.
finally i waited after his return from business trip and his dad returning to UK, i thought i could see him everyday when he was in HK. it completely out of the blue. not everyone could imagine how busy he was both at work and personal life. he basically needs to travel once a week, day trip or 2 days or more. i might not see him for the whole week (remember i have been only with him for 7 weeks only) how could a newly together couple seeing each other less than once in a week? i was totally not used to be going out with such guy. but luckily, i mentally told myself and trying to be think positively -
he has been so busy since i met him - he didn't hide
he has much to go on with his friends, party, drink, dinner since i known him - he didn't hide
the above two things i am still ok. positive.
of course i was upset that i couldn't see him very often like other couples dining out and meeting up each other every weekend. what i knew is that he wouldn't devote all his time to his girlfriend - wait. am i really his girlfriend or he is the play play one which i have been trying to figure it out. i did think about if he got other girls in other countries. after being with him for a month, this is not a matter for me to worry. he just has too little time to manage relationship with other girls. from what i known him so far, he seem not a guy who end up relationship because he overlapped with two girls. but i admit that he does need space, freedom that drives me CRAZY.
finally i waited after his return from business trip and his dad returning to UK, i thought i could see him everyday when he was in HK. it completely out of the blue. not everyone could imagine how busy he was both at work and personal life. he basically needs to travel once a week, day trip or 2 days or more. i might not see him for the whole week (remember i have been only with him for 7 weeks only) how could a newly together couple seeing each other less than once in a week? i was totally not used to be going out with such guy. but luckily, i mentally told myself and trying to be think positively -
he has been so busy since i met him - he didn't hide
he has much to go on with his friends, party, drink, dinner since i known him - he didn't hide
the above two things i am still ok. positive.
of course i was upset that i couldn't see him very often like other couples dining out and meeting up each other every weekend. what i knew is that he wouldn't devote all his time to his girlfriend - wait. am i really his girlfriend or he is the play play one which i have been trying to figure it out. i did think about if he got other girls in other countries. after being with him for a month, this is not a matter for me to worry. he just has too little time to manage relationship with other girls. from what i known him so far, he seem not a guy who end up relationship because he overlapped with two girls. but i admit that he does need space, freedom that drives me CRAZY.
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