few things on my mind

i am kinda lost
he went back from SH without telling me and went to China fixing some stuff for his dad without me
not until i said i wanna see him late tonight

once i got his update , i was in tears

"i need to be with me, do you know?" that is what coming out from my mind

i still haven't yet ask him what has been troubling him and what few thing on him mind

i did ask myself if ah yip was my the guy i want to last forever such as he did ask for my opinion when he shopped - i was ok but did have a thought of why he needed to ask me many times

this one, seem doesn't like shopping .. i tried to ask him out for shopping coffee table which he mentioned to buy but actually he didn't mean to

he seem like not a shopping guy . always wearing same top, shirt and outer

i am kinda losing temper to update my friends about me and him

i need time to tell them one by one in order to let them understand what type of guy he is

if i am not wrong so far, he is a relatively simple guy than others think but i cant catch him

i want to know more about
his childhood
his family
how close with his high school friends university friends?
what to break up with that 2 years girlfriend , how do you know not to know your "girlfriend" has been keeping contact with his ex and let you being dumped?
how do you think of me

when i am typing up this blog, he just kept me warm and said will see me soon again.
i hate this word but he did always use it
he and i .. what will happen next? i doubt

“生命如此短暫，

我們沒有時間去互相爭吵，

道歉，發洩，責備，時間只夠用來去愛，

可它又只有一瞬，令人惋惜!”