two weeks apart

its has been two weeks since our last dinner i haven't seen him. 
yesterday i took sicky in the morning and texted him if he has back to hk.
he texted back immediately and replied that he would be back tonight and wanted to meet up. i somehow didn't believe that he still wanted to see me as i have been thinking he wanted to give up. he might be late as flight always delayed in China
at about 10pm, he texted me he just got back and asked me if we would meet at weekend. it was expected that what i have been knowing since first day. to be positive, he did want to see me, but knew flight must be delayed. the most important that he said he missed me, wanted me
i havent heard such sweet words from him since last month.
i was confused. maybe he disappointed me too much so i didnt feel i happily got such message. we texted back and forth when he was on the way home .
i could feel he was waiting me saying missing him but i didnt reply him straight away. i asked sleep more tonight and guessed he must be exhausted. made a tea and took shower. he then said want me.. my heart melted. i know i have soft heart
i finally texted him back saying i miss him and need him.. he asked need him how? i need u to stay with him and update what you are upto. i didnt want to push just said i wanted to see you. 

you are the stupid one.. i am the one to make you feel comfortable and have been trying to our relationship moving forward. i didnt put my emotional feeling thrown to you otherwise you might not be able to put up with me.

was it a good sign? am i thinking too much? am i the only girl to him? i didnt think if he can meet up two girls at the same time?  i would never know if he hide

people dont change and dont try to change people. 
this is the way he has been living on his own, it would change him when he is single or in a relationship.
i need to heal myself since last week breaking down and crying uncontrollably
although he is so insecure to me at the moment